I feel like I'm always going through some sort of self-discovery. I've discovered even though I am overly nice and understanding...there is a limit and that after awhile if no one is giving back to the friendship and all they are doing is taking i get worn out with trying so hard.

I also feel like I'm always being tested. I am a person who wants everyone in the world to be happy. Who feels extremely horrible if I ever do anything to make someone feel upset and is quick to admit she is sorry and wrong. But a lot of the time, I let people walk all over me. The last time i ended a friendship was in middle school. And now it comes time where I am have tolerated more than necessary and put aside myself to hold onto a friendship that is one-sided.

Another thing, I've changed a lot this semester in the sense that I'm learning more about what I want to do in life. My majors are photography and writing and my minor is Spanish. I'd love to someday document El Salvador and publish a book of their real history that many Americans do not know. For my senior thesis, I will be traveling to El Salvador for an independent study and documenting El Salvadorans in the U.S. to hopefully comment on why some decide to come to America, but that there is a constant struggle where they miss their home, but they cannot go back b/c they need to support the family they left there. I'm scared a bit b/c i know this will be hard work if I want to get it right!